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May 7, 2025 | Bengaluru, India - In the most recent episode of the RCB Bold Diaries Podcast, Virat Kohli, the iconic face of Royal Challengers Bengaluru for almost 20 years, gave fans an honest and emotional insight at his career.From his most intense moments to the quiet worries that nearly drove him away, Kohli's opinions captured the emotional toll of a career lived under scrutiny.
The most shocking news was kohli's admission that he had seriously considered leaving RCB- the franchise he has played for since the Indian Premier League's inception in 2008.
"It wasn't about being tempted by another team," he explained.
"It was about asking myself if I still had the space to breathe, to play freely, to just enjoy the game again."
Leading both India and RCB simultaneously had taken a toll on Kohli. The grind left little room for silence.
In addition to the tactical responsibilities of leadership, Kohli was open about the psychological and emotional toll of having every action closely watched.
"For years, it seemed like everyone was watching every run I scored and every choice I made. Even when I wasn't leading, the pressure never left."
The dual responsibility of being India's captain for eight years and RCB's leader for nine created an unbroken cycle of expectations. He described it as being "constantly exposed," with no real escape from judgment.
When Kohli took a rare month-long hiatus from cricket in 2022, it was a turning point in his career. He now attributes the preservation of his love for the game to the fact that he didn't handle a bat throughout that period.
"I had to step back to find joy again. It was only after that break that I knew I had to let go of captaincy - for my own peace."
It wasn't a retreat, but a reset. Kohli's decision to step down from leadership roles helped him return to the game with renewed focus and love.
Kohli remained with RCB, like his family.it is because of his dedication and competitive spirit, he is the focal point of the franchise.
Kohli is having an amazing season in the IPL 2025, scoring 505 runs in 11 games. He wears the Orange Cap and leads RCB from the front - not as captain, but as its soul.
"Trophies are great, but the love from fans? that's irreplaceable," Kohli said with a smile.
One thing is certain as Kohli continues to defy critics and age: the fire still burns brightly. Regardless of whether this season concludes with a championship, his legacy - which is based on integrity, tenacity, and loyalty - is already complete.
